So, this was the first weekend that I was mostly on my own and it was different but not terrible…? I didn’t really have much to do, I just did stuff around the apartment but I have made a list of some things that I am looking forward to doing in the next coming weeks.
Well, not an entire day but my hair is so overdue because I have been trying to get these highlights to grow out but finally scheduled a hair appointment. I figured that I might as well just get everything done the same day and get fresh polish and eyebrows as well. I have been contemplating lash extensions but I have such a love for mascara and don’t know if I could commit.
I am not going to completely overhaul the apartment but I will be changing the bathrooms and bed linens at the very least since everything in the apartment was ours it feels sad. House hunting is obviously on hold until I figure out what I’m doing so I a might as well try to feel happy where I live.
I am actually really looking forward to getting a new bed, the old one was a bit lumpy but it was so new that we didn’t feel the need to get rid of it. I am treating myself and getting one of those fancy foam ones, I’d like to get that knocked out this weekend.
I have already started getting back into running, I have a love hate thing with it – I know that it’s supposed to be a total body workout but I feel like I have to pair it with some other workout in order to feel really worked out. If I do an hour run, I have to dedicate another hour or so to something else, it’s just a time commitment but its been good to get back out.
I loathe going to the mega mall but I have a friend who lives in Iowa and when she comes to the metro, she always wants to go so we’ll hit that in a couple of weeks.
And by that, I mean Facebook which I finally deactivated my account this weekend. I never liked being on there and it feels good to finally cut the tie, I know that it can be useful but it has exhausted its purpose in my life at this point.
This one is going to be hard, we experienced a traumatic loss early on in our relationship that we never really shared with anyone and both agreed that the residual feelings that we never dealt with probably lead to the dissolution of our relationship. I have to find some closure around this though as it is something that I am afraid will plague every future relationship that I have. This might not happen this month but I want to make progress before the end of the year. It sucks that a break up finally pushed me to deal with it but I’ll figure it out.
I just want to have a fun summer whether it’s filled with lots of little outings or if I decide to take a trip, I feel that as I have gotten older that I never really embrace summer and have fun – I mean, I hate summer so that could be part of the issue 🙂
Be sure to let me know what you are up to this summer, thanks for stopping by <3